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Monday’s Most interesting Pinterests

Monday, January 23rd, 2012

I love Pinterest.

I think I may have mentioned that before?  Much as I enjoy it, sort of the coming together of all the best stuff on the web, I also love all of the poking-fun-of-Pinterest things popping up on boards.  I enjoy the humor and can laugh at myself.

Here are some Pinterest thoughts that make me smile.

To be the first one of the people who follow you and whom you follow to pin something?  Delightful.  Feign to deny it, my friends!

There are some major super-achievers not only pinning, but actually doing {EVERYTHING} they find.    I’d have avoided it more if I’d known what an extreme-domesticity-DOing it was going to command.  But luckily, I am past the sheer drive to do, and just enjoying the gathering of my interests.  Just looking at my boards makes me happy.  {click here so you can be happy, too} However, I’d like points for a lot of the wedding stuff I did, please.

Actually, I applaud my peeps who have started madly getting things done – all the projects and recipes they have discovered on Pinterest!  However, for me, Pinterest is what my “idea notebook” has always been: interesting and powerful images for {inspiration}.  I may not replicate what I see, but it will all eventually impact the things I create, design and yes, even eventually do.

BEWARE :: After awhile, they all come back around!

At least I will be organized somewhere.

If you’d just look at my Pinterest boards, you’d always know what you could get me!  Haha.

The conundrum.

 

Pinterest does indeed make me feel creative.

This is when Dave would put his foot down.

I cannot deny it.  A slight addiction going on.

And my favorite, although please remember: we really did have a wedding to plan and there is much fun to be had with the grand-boys-and-girls.  And I refuse to give up my dream-home dreams…on a big farmable acreage…with my very own park shelter…and horses…and self-sustaining gardening…and a go-cart track…plus an indoor hockey rink…a giant playroom with lots ‘o dress-up clothes for the girlies…great light through massive windows…a slide from the top floor down…a swing in the family room…in a big, red barn.  No, no – you can’t take that away from me!

I should mention, I have been invited to my very first Pinterest-Party. I wonder if I can win an award for having the most pins with the fewest actual follow-throughs?

Pinterest = Inspiration

“Live your life and forget your age.”

Saturday, January 7th, 2012

“Live your life and forget your age.”  -Norman Vincent Peale

This is what women do: they criticize their looks and age and weight and everything about themselves all.the.time.  Don’t ask me how I know.

When I first saw this huge image pop up in a sneak-preview of the wedding photos, I thought, “Well there are the bags under my eyes.  I was still in my sweats.  I didn’t have my mascara on” and etc.  Dumb.  I know.  Very vain.

My mom saw it and said to me “Who is that old woman with all those wrinkles?”  She is 73 and has yet to recognize her loveliness.  Tredessa had already told me that she loved the intensity of the lines on her grandma’s face, the clearness of her features.

And all I could think in response to my mom was, “I so want to be like that woman.”  I love her!  I love her vivaciousness and love for life and picture-taking and horses and her family and her encouraging ways and deep-felt love for people and the belief in the best of them all.   And if the lines on her face were a type of braille, they would read of her unwavering belief in me and love no matter what since the day I was born – even before.

We attack ourselves.  We speak badly of ourselves.  We wouldn’t let first-graders talk about each other the way we talk about ourselves.  Stupid. Waste. of. Time.

Me and my mamala…

I have her nose.  I have her blue eyes.  I even have two, deep, furrowed  lines between my brows exactly like hers.  And I wanna be just like her when I grow up.  I do.  She is the most beautiful to me.

Most Interesting PINTERESTS on a Monday (and the 9th day of Christmas, give or take a day or so)

Monday, January 2nd, 2012

Christmas Pinterests.

There were lots o’ Pinteresting-gifts among our family at Christmas.  But I will save those for another time.  These are some of the images and where to find them from my “Pinterest Board,” which I so aptly named {Love & Joy Come to You~Christmas Celebrating.”  These are just odds and ends that struck my fancy.

You may see all of my boards at   http://pinterest.com/jeanierhoades/

or the Christmas board specifcally at http://pinterest.com/jeanierhoades/love-joy-come-to-you-christmas-celebrating/

Well, now…let’s see…

I pinned some inspiring home Christmas decor

The {link} for this simple red and white staircase on the left doesn’t work anymore.  I couldn’t find {source} info for the staircase on the right.  It was just a repin.

I pinned food ideas and recipes

The snickernoodles lik came from a bright, beautiful beautiful blog: http://www.joyshope.com/. And don’t you just love these peppermint Rice Krispy treat snowballs?  Almost too pretty to eat {source}.

I pinned trees I thought were just beautiful to look at or maybe fun to make

My daughter, Stephanie had a white tree this year.  I just love the classy, subdued colors on this softly glowing tree. It came from {HERE}. People are so clever when they don’t have space for a tree, as shown by this tree-on-a-wall that was from Apartment Therapy.  {see here}

I pinned music and movies I wanted to remember to try or that I just already love

FINALLY bought Christmas in Connecticut on DVD at Kmart for $5 this year.  We’d still been using the old VHS.  Zooey D. totally reminds me and everyone else of one of my girls (guess!) and I love her voice! So this is delightful. of course!

I pinned stuff to do with the grandbebes

This was my very first Christmas-board pin, from www.megdeurksen.com We are actually still working on these…almost finished.  It is not too late!

I thought this ornament was sort of prophetic since it is for Christmas 2012 and it has NINE grandbebes on it

(I only have 6, remember, but I am thinking/praying/hoping there is a fruitful year ahead!!)

Can be purchased for me (*ahem), here!

I pinned some typography with words I liked and graphics with cool design

There was a whole series of the cutest retro-looking cards (left) at {THIS SITE}. FREE Christmas printables on the (right).  Isn’t that cool?  You should bookmark that site.  Better yet, PIN it!  CLICK HERE

I pinned things that reminded me of my childhood Christmases

The angel on the left?  That is one I had on my tree top this year.  My mom gave me our actual 1964 grocery-store-purchased paper and carboard angel with the spun-glass “angel hair”.  I saw several blogs this year with it.  Thrilling!  Mine does not have a box and has been quite used. {source}… The centerpiece on the right reminds me of my mom’s well-worn white, leather ice skates she had for many years from her childhood.  {source}

In general, I pinned a very happy, meaningful board.  I didn’t “do” everything or try every idea (Though I will share some with you!), but I have a good start for next year.  Have I mentioned before?  Pinterest is fun!

Wedding pictures!

Tuesday, November 29th, 2011

No, sorry.  I can’t show them.  Tredessa and Ryan are honey-mooning and we have to wait.

But I took a few.

But it was barely any at all.  I cannot believe it.  I am a picture nut.  I must have been busy!  But here is a sneak peek into the final few hours before the I-do’s.”  This is a little of my day…just a few days ago.  Exciting times!

The runner gives good marriage advice.  It was on artists’ canvas and will be stretched for wall art for the newlyweds.

Yes.  I actually grew succulents for the bridal bouquets.  And corsages and boutonnieres.  In my kitchen.  For 2 months.  I am so silly sometimes, huh?

Mia and Mairin are lifelong family-friends.  Their mom, Lisa is my most cherished friend in life.  And out whole family is deeply attached to the whole Bierer family.  They came from Minneapolis and jumped in and relieved me of all stress.  I love them!

At this time I am taking a deep breath of joy.  Looking around, remembering what I forgot and realizing: it doesn’t matter.  My little girl is about to get married.  There is nothing I forgot that even matters at all.  It will be beautiful.

Family China was mixed in with the caterer’s China.  Embroidered dresser scarves from Grandma were mixed with embroidered linens.  Vintage enaml-ware and small antiques adorned tables with dusty-greens in vases (Tredessa is not a big flower girl).  It came together.

Mairin and Mia set the desserts.  I walked up and breathed a sigh of relief.  Had a cake disaster (more on that later).  Smiled.  Put on lip gloss.  And walked in to the church at 4:15, right on time.  Lovely, lovely, lovely day.  Seriously.  Really.  Lovely.

Monday’s Most Interesting Pinterests : Going to the Chapel

Monday, November 28th, 2011

Have I mentioned?  I L-O-V-E Pinterest???!!!

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So, yeah – I finally “caved in” to it not  long before the wedding and had to temper myself from wildly embracing it throughout the wedding-work.   But it actually inspired and motivated me so much it became my reward for long hours worked!  Five minutes on Pinterest is like an hour-long massage, or a 40-minute Calgon bath or even my favorite Maggiano’s Ravioli meal with cheesecake afterwards…only it is calorie-free!!  It is social (I can follow you and you can follow me and we can “like” each other’s pins and even comment on them), it is creative (everything on the internet that even remotely interests you can be a part of one of your “boards”), and it is F-U-N to PIN!

So, I thought I’d start a series called Monday’s Most Interesting Pinterests.

And who knows?  This may be the ONLY Monday I ever do it.  Or I may remember some other time?  But since I just got past the wedding, I thought I would show you some of the sites and images that were “pinned” to my “Goin’ to the Chapel” board.  These were things I came across while surfing the ‘net for ideas and pinned myself, or which some one else on Pinterest had pinned and I re-pinned because they were wonderful.  Some we used, some we didn’t, but it never failed to make me happy when I would just quickly go back and scroll through the images.  This is what the top left of my Pinterest page looks like today.  I will probably move “Goin’ to the Chapel” to the bottom now and “Love & JOY come to you – CHRISTMAS!”  will move to the first “board.”  http://pinterest.com/jeanierhoades/

These are some of the images I have looked at time and again, with their original sources where possible.  Even though there are those we didn’t out-right use, I bet if some one looks closely enough, they will see the influence of them here or there when I reveal the wedding photos.  We did just get Ellie’s photos and even though she came as an “extra” and not the actual photographer, WOWEE – the pics are great!  She totally captured the lighting and vintage feel of the wedding exactly as my memory is holding it near…

And now a look back at a few of my pins over the past couple of months.

 

These two images represent important words.  The one on the left is a list I used to kick-start my thinking about the wedding and all the decor to think through.  It was one of my very first pins.   The one on the right is one I happened across on Pinterest the day before the wedding.  I thought it was cool for bridal attendants to write good wishes on the bottom of the bride’s shoes, but we didn’t actually use it.

More words.   The image on the left was an early pin, too and we actually ended up using it at the wedding.  It was the very last sign to be made and sweet Mairin Bierer painted it for me.  The whole wedding was family-only so anyone could sit anywhere.  The quote on the right from Sense and Sensibility, from the subdued-yet-passionate Mr Darcy was used on water bottle labels, too.

I actually looked up info on seating requirements (how many inches between tables and all that) from a banquet site, because we had the reception in a small barn.  We went and set it up 3 weeks early and it was so hard to tell if it was going to work right.  But then I found the image with all the people above and I knew we had done exactly what would work and that the barn would look full and happy for us and it really did.  The image on the right was my great hope and my expectations were happily exceeded.

Succulents.  I fell in love with the idea of succulents.  I even actually grew the succulents used in boutonnieres and corsages and Tredessa’s bouquet right in my own kitchen windows!  Succulents are wonderful, textural, green and very self-sufficient.  The girls said I just liked saying the word ‘succulent’ because I said “succulent” so much.  But come on – after the wedding, you can just plunk the succulent into soil and it will re-root and grow more.  A miracle!  I did find out, though, that they are heavy and need more support than regular flowers.  And I did not realize that until 11 o’clock the night before the wedding.  And that was no bueno.  I am still enjoying them thoroughly so it is going to be succulent-city around here all winter, baby!

I saw bridal bouquets made totally from old brooches or buttons and while I was not sure if we’d go that direction, when Stormie brought a big container of vintage buttons to a wedding work night, I knew I would.  I actually was able to stack bejeweled rhinestone buttons atop plain ones and add them to Tredessa’s bouquet.  But we didn’t do white buttons.

 

Vintage labels. Tre and I liked the ones used in the wedding on the left, which they had designed themselves.  We knew Stormie could do that, too, but then found the free-down-loadable ones on the right.  Stormie just intensified the colors and added words and we used them on water bottles, decorative bottles on the tables, the dessert bar and other places needing explanation.

The Dessert Buffet

Tredessa was not set intently on a cake-as-the-centerpiece.  the cake to her was just one offering to be among a nice selection of other desserts.   So, I used Pinterest to collect photographs of other weddings where it had been done very well.

This one above was one of my favorites.  Theirs was only a chocolate bar and of course we had chocolate, fruity sweets, a caramel fountain, cinnamon and spice items, short-breads and etc.  But I thought it captured the vintage look Dessa wanted with the old table and I ended up using my old desk/table from my office at New Hope because of this photo.  It seemed feminine and sweet and I think you will recognize this image’s influence when you see the wedding photos.

I think what caught my eye here was that the space was not a typical wedding space and the table was industrial, not fancy.  We also were not having a “pretty” space, so I wanted to be sure the presentation was lovely like theirs.  Varying heights.  Pretty colors.  Various materials.

The use of furniture and old windows made this dessert display interesting.  I ended up not using this too much, but Stephanie totally merchandised the gifts area with old furniture.

Again the old table inspired and I think it would have been great fun to have had lots of smaller cakes.  Isn’t this pretty?  This is what you can find on Pinterest for your next party!

The hot wedding trend, according to what I have seen on Pinterest, is bite-sized cookies and lots of them!  And since Tredessa didn’t care for a fussy cake, I knew this pic from Pinterest would be somewhere in my cake design.

Other things

Pinterest has so many pictures of the thousands of ways you can use good old-fashioned crepe-paper streamers!  This is one where you dye just one side before decorating.  We didn’t use it at all, but because I pinned it, I will remember i for the future!  The little “fake” candles allowed us to have “candlelight” everywhere without fear of burning down the church or barn.  Thank-you Dollar tree!

Is anyone surprised that the Rhoades family planned a photo booth?  Dess liked the “living room” idea.

Stormie and I pulled out the family China we both have.  It was mixed with the caterer’s China.  Because of you don’t get the good dishes out for a family wedding, when on earth would you use them?  We ended up stacking cups and saucers sort of like this for hot tea and hot chocolate.

I wanted a stole after I found the image on the left.  I also wanted a green dress, but never got around to actually getting one.  I ended up in aubergine, aka “purple.”  Tredessa, like me, is a 40′s girl and that was the feel she was going for.  Several of her attendants did 40′s do’s and red lipstick.

The barn.

Before we ever even got the barn, Tredessa and I were drawn to long family-style seating with elegant, yet not fussy table settings in barn-type spaces.  The images on Pinterest definitely influenced our desires, which we fully fulfilled.  We even had a chandelier.  Two, actually.

You’ll see old windows in our wedding pictures.

 

Old lace showed up at Dessa and Ryan’s wedding in frames and lace balls we made ourselves.  Thank-you Pinterest!

The church.

The huge, gorgeous white tree in the left image, which was part of a top-notch event at a grand Denver hotel, inspired me for our teeny-tiny chapel, where there were hand-crafted paper flowers (yes, we found tutorials on Pinterest), and we all liked the theatrical, casual seating of attendants from the image on the right.

**Sigh.

I love Pinterest. I started, I think, the 3rd week of September.  I will miss looking at this particular board so much, but it remains to inspire others.  Moving on to Christmas.  My good friend Pearl just asked me if, post-wedding, I was resting.  I said, I am Pinteresting.  Hahahhaha!

See you there??

NOTE: Send me your email if you would like to be invited to Pinterest.  I can get you in!

And: Anything I did not link here, you can find the original links to on my Pinterest, Goin’ to the Chapel.

 

 

Cover-Alls

Sunday, October 9th, 2011

My dad was a country boy in Misourri, growing up in the 1940s ,who had to wear cover-alls too school.  He hated it.  And remains a very snazzy dresser to this day.   This post is not about those little bibbed britches, actually.  But rather, song covers.

Song covers.

That term can make a lot of people cringe with horror like fingernails on a blackboard.  And usually, whenever some one “covers,” a song, or sings something that once “belonged” rightfully to another artist, I tend to think, “Why?  Why are you doing that?”  It was already an amazing song, done amazingly by some amazing artist I love {and am amazed by, it would seem}.

But honestly?  There are great covers out there and the best, I think, are done well because the bands re-recording a tune respects the song so much and loves it for what was originally done with it – that they are able to communicate it really well.  I actually want to BE a cover band, for my next job.  **big, goofy, smile**

I still really adore Mariah Carey’s version of the Jackson Five’s, “I’ll Be There.”   Just the other day, Blake (“Some Beach) Shelton released his cover of Kenny Loggin’s 1980s version of “Footloose,” and it is a respectful, countrified, get-up-and-dance version.  I like it.    The video is mostly fun, but a little too much dirty-dancing for me to post it here (this is a family blog, people), but the song is good.  Great cover.


“Close to You,” by the Carpenters is simply classic and part of the soundtrack of my very life,
almost too precious to communicate.  Great (Bacharach) tune that it is, it has been covered a gazillion-million times and though I usually, absolutely dismiss any attempts at the re-do, there are a few artists who have given me such an interesting rendition, that I have come to appreciate why anyone ever attempts it at all.  It is just a great song.  And the live Barbara Streisand and Burt-the-Bacharach-himself version in 1971 are an interesting watch.  And I must admit truly loving Mario Biondi’s raspy, deep, jazzy version.  It is well interpreted.  He knows why, ya know?  And he respects the song.

Boondocks.

Though I was city born and raised (if Des Moines can be considered a real “city”),  my heart that craves the “Boondocks,” which was a grand hit for Little Big Town a few years back.  Felt like listening to it the other day and found out that this band that feeds my country-boondocks-slightly-bluegrass periodic-craving has done a bunch of great covers.  They’ve done their original stuff with harmonies I love to get lost in, harmonies that harken back to the likes of the Starlight Vocal Band (“Afternoon Delight”) and so many family sing-a-longs in my youth. They are not hacks.  They’ve earned the right to cover songs they love.  And here is my favorite find!

I’d love to be introduced to more great covers, espcially of 1970s songs.  Anyone??

 

 

I can picture it in my mind’s eye

Friday, September 23rd, 2011

First of all, I took these 3 photos.

Which turned out w a a a a a y better than they should have for my little $69.99 Kodak digital camera.

Check out this weed.  This was in the mountains when Dave and I were there a few weeks back.  It was getting ready to spread its’ seed everywhere.  I just like how it captured the almost explosive-movement.  No touch-ups.  Just this.  As weeds go, pretty lovely.

 

And then these two.  With really good cameras you can adjust the focus so that the things you aren’t focusing on are blurry, out-of-focus.  I do not have that option.  But my camera, for some strange reason. did that anyway.  I think I may have been zoomed, I am not sure.  But I love how it blurred the background.  These are not touched up.  If I’d known I’d stumbled into something, I’d have tried more of whatever it was.  *smile

Look at that crazy-awesome background blur.

Secondly, Hunter enjoyed trying a feather and ink for alphabet writing recently.

Thirdly, Peaches & Cream, from Palizzi Farm.  As amazingly sweet and delectable as it sounds.

I LOVE corn on the cob.  Did you know that?  Love it.  It is the Iowa girl in me.

Here they come, walking down the street.  Get the funniest looks from – everyone they meet.  Hey-hey for grandkids!

All together now – JUMP!

Remember when we were kids and adults made us smile for pictures when the sun was totally in our eyes?  Yeah, well, now I have done that to my own grandbebes.  I just thought they should experience it.  Haha.

Peek-a-boo, little monkeys

Gemma drew her family

And other things.

Granddaughters are sweeeeet!

Little tiny Amelie walloped her cousin, Gavin, the other day and when her daddy said, “Amelie-no hitting,” she crossed her arms and lowered her shoulders with a decided **harrumph** and plopped herself down.  It is hilarious thing to see such an itty-bitty pull such a big-girl move.  It probably won’t be that cute 6 months from now, but it sure was this week.

Tredessa got her dress.  And I can’t show you, of course, but she is beautiful in it.

Engagement to her cute guy?  Check.  Amazing ring?  Check.  Location for the wedding (a barn!!)?  Check.  Dress?  Check.

This is just wrong.  Right?  Probably.  But it is evidence that the grandkids were here.

THIS?  Is a good morning sight!  Fresh from the garden!

I should mention, I had just dropped the green beans into boiling water for 10 seconds and then quickly submerged them into ice water to shock them green-green and make them positively delectable for random all-day-long munching.  Mmm. Mm. Mm!

And in honor of the first day of autumn, I am making red beans and rice and missing my brother, Joe, whose gorgeous first born will walk down the aisle tomorrow to be married. {Mrs. Elise Leonard, aka Elise-the-Niece}

You’re just going along, enjoying summer living, and then the veins of the leaves go blood red and begin pumping color into a random branch here or there.  Fascinating!

 

I can picture it in my mind’s eye and it’s beautiful, Clark.”  (Christmas Vacation)  I can also see it here at my blog and remember and smile.

My TV-movie Family

Wednesday, September 21st, 2011

Let’s Cast My Childhood, 1964-1971

The MOSLANDERS::Who could play us in a made-for-TV movie about Ross-the-boss, Mrs Moss, and all the Little Landers??

My dad

James Garner

Is there really any actor who is more beautiful than James Garner?  I mean, he stayed good looking,too.  And he is a man’s man.  And when he had his show The Rockford Files, my dad loved it because he had a similiar swagger.  And I always thought of my dad as very handsome and put together, too, and definitly full of self-assured attitude.  So, yes, James Garner could have played the role of my dad.

My mom

Barbara Stanwick

My mamala never wore one stitch of make-up in her life until retirement and barely now, so this younger, slightly less-than-ultra-glamorous version of Barbara Stanwick would work, more innocent.  Barbara was always a little feisty, and my mom was and is just plain SWEET!  She is a loving, forgiving,  guile-less woman.  She is truly beautiful, really gorgeous features, but never capitalized on them.  To this day, she has a jawline women pay big money to try to get.

Little brother, Joey

Ernie from My Three Sons.

Joe.  He had to get glasses in the 4th grade, I think.  He was a cutie, really, always a fav with the girls.  He had coarse, naturally wavy (a little bit curly) dark hair he tried to keep under control.  He still has all his hair, though it is silvery with wisdom now.  He was like-able and nice, a good friend and sweet brother who just had that awkward glasses stage for a time.  But oh, I love him.  Yes, Ernie from My Three Sons could be Joe in the TV version.

Little brother, Timmy

Little Ricky Nelson from Ozzie and Harriet

Irrepressible.  Cute.  And asked mom to shave his head on a couple of occasions, oddly.

Little sister, Tami

Buffy from Family Affair

Remember that show?  Buffy was a twin to Jonny Whitaker?  And she had a doll names Mrs. Beasley?  Tami had that doll, too and was cute as a button, 6 years younger than me.

Baby brother, Danny

Timmy from Lassie.

Danny was the cute little cuddler.  The baby.  Mom’s little fella.

Finally ME, the firstborn!

Jodie Foster.

She played Danny Partridge’s girlfriend, Gloria, in an episode or two of my fav show.  Her teeth, like mine, were a little big for her head and her hair was fine, like mine.  And if she weren’t an actress with  a make-up crew, I bet it would have been as stringy as mine, too.    She was blonder, but yes, Jodies could play the role of Jeanie, I think.

The Real Moslanders, 1964

And in 1971

Chalk-Talk

Tuesday, September 20th, 2011

Look what I discovered I could do with www.picnik.com!!?!!!

I found an image of a slightly messy chalkboard on google-images.

I uploaded it to Picnik.com.

I typed in some text and a few “stickers” and then faded them 30-40% or so from the orginal full-strength white and voila!  I have no idea if I have any use for this in the future, but I did it.  5 minutes of good fun. 

Happy ways to say “so long.”

 

 

 

Right-click on the empty chalboard at right and you can give it a go, too.

A message from my heart, for real!

No chalk dust.

Forest for the Trees

Wednesday, September 14th, 2011

So, my crazy friend Bryan gave me perspective.  Purely by accident on his part, right, Bry?

His family, always into baseball as the family sport, has slide reels of him hitting the baseball as young as four-years-old.  I read on his post-birthday-blog (http://bryanyounger.wordpress.com/) that in his first official game he hit the ball and ran with all his might, but was put out at first.  He cried and the coach comforted him.  The next time he went to bat, the same thing happened.  He cried and got more comfort.

What he didn’t realize was that he had driven in 4 runs on his two at-bats.  Still, when he “got out,” he cried.  Bryan could hit, he could catch, he could throw.  And he could drive in runs, advancing his team, helping bring victory.  But all he could see was his failure to be safe at first.

Stuck in the middle.

I am pretty sure the “enemy assignment” against my life, being a performance-oriented-slave-to-the-need-to-achieve type I seem to be, has just been to make sure I can never quite check all the things I want to off my list, nor see the end for the middle (the forest for the trees), nor feel like I completely did what I set out to do.  I constantly judge my efforts to have missed the mark.   In almost everything I do or am.  In spite of so much goodness and favor, I have lists filling volumes of all the ways I did it wrong, missed the mark, disappointed, failed, folded and fizzled.  I have a detailed record of my own wrongs and letters of apology to my most treasured ones of my carelessness, my meanness, my complete ineptitude at love and life and following Jesus in a way that at all reflects Him.  I always say anyone but God would have thrown me on the scrap pile by now, but surprisingly, I am still surrounded my loving, forgiving people.  Meanwhile, I remain certain I will botch it fully and finally.

But is it really over before the fat lady sings?  Has it really been “a fail,” the current “in” phrase –  any of it or all of it?  Have I been the worst at everything, the person whose life has the least purpose, the person who never lived up to her God-given potential, am I the only non-home-run hitter?

Baseball Bats by Stormie Rhoades

I liked the phrase I heard a few years ago, “It is never too late to become the person you might have been.”  And I have often encouraged young mommies and my friends with, “It is never too late to be the family you were meant to be,” and while I wholly believe it, I somehow tend towards seeing myself getting tagged out at first base and I am immediately overwhelmed, overcome, really, with a deep sense of being the world’s all-time most  substantial disappointment.  I guess if you are going to be awful, you may as well do it really well…

Wait for it.  WAIT FOR IT.

But deep down, I know I am just somewhere in the middle – like everyone reading this.  Proverbs 24 tells us that even when the righteous falls seven times (or gets thrown out at first base repeatedly), they get back up and keep going – you can’t keep them down.  I love the Word of the LORD to Habakkuk, which I would like to re-phrase here, from 2.2-3.  God is like,

Write this.  Write it down and make it plain {the vision – the point, THE thing that it is all about at the end}.

Write it in a way that when you read it, it will energize you and feed your soul for the journey; so well put that it will give you the life and vitality and gusto to get all the way {running like a banshee} to the desired end (starting line to finish line, point A to point B, from once upon a time to forevermore).  So you won’t just fizzle out along the way (in the middle somewhere).  Know the vision inside and out, for crying out loud.

Because those deep desires in your heart?  That thing planted deep {a covenant marriage that sizzles hot to the end, children who live to praise Jesus and serve Him wholeheartedly, grandchildren who rise up as men and women of God as the world continues its meaningless descent into godless madness;  the rich opportunity to, as a friend of the Bridegroom, help get the Bride ready, the chance to feed the hungry and clothe the poor, be a blessing and live in the favor of God – bringing Him joy, ETC}, these things long to come to pass, they want to come to fruition with a deep ache (the whole creation is groaning for the completion of our adoption to sonship, so says Romans 8).

Watch and wait.  Watch for it and don’t give up.  The vision, the deep thing, speaks of the end.  It is the whole goal, the final glory of it all.  It is the fulfillment of the goodness of the LORD in our lives.  It is what will stand when the dust has settled.

If it seems like it is slow in coming, wait for it.  Wait :: lean forward in hopeful expectation, watching and anticipating.  Instead of  Are we there yet? ~ What’s next, Father?

It may seem late.  It may seem long.  But the end will be good and just as God has planned!

Yes, wait.  It will surely come to pass.

Thanks, Bry.  For the encouragement.

More at-bats to come.  Let’s just keep swinging.