My peeps

Jesus lives.  And He is life-giving.

Proof:   Gavin, Hunter, Guinivere, Gemma May, Averi-J, and Amelie Belle!

 The 12-second look to music

In other news:  I have taken to using YouTube-provided music as much as possible because I hate when they crack down on music I add.  NOT ENOUGH OPTIONS (like fade, or even good music choices)!!  *fit-throwing now*  *exasperated sigh*  Oh well.

And-what to do the leftover Peeps:

You can make peep S’mores (hey, we eat chicken for dinner, people!) or just throw them in the microwave and watch them puff way up.  Then explode.  Or let them get crunchy and hard and put them in your cereal.

Easters past

1975, I think.  I was 14.  Tim would have been about 11.

I was wearing “Jeanie-green.”

 

All the Little Landers.   1973

Danny was 6.  Tammy was 7.  Tim would have been 9 (his birthday is near Easter), and Joe would have been 11.  Me in my yellow peasant-style (remember Gunne Sax?) dress?  I was 13.  This black and white photo was taken by a blind guy.  No kidding.  He was blind and he took pictures.  Harold.  True story.

Joey-Timmy-and-Jeanie in 1966

My mom’s photos were in a box in Lousiana for many years, lost we thought.  Lots of water damage.  We were 5-3-and-6.  Hated all those pin curls my mom was always putting in my hair.

1968.

Tammy and Danny stole the show, but I loved my lavendar taffeta dress with the cape.  Made by my mama.  I was 8.

Timmy was a newborn in 1963.

Little Joey was just 2 and I was 3 1/2.

I loved my peach coat.

The piece-de-resistance:

1970.  My dad was planning a huge service in a large rented auditorium with our denomination’s radio personality.  Some ladies in church took me downtown on Saturday to get my hair done (and yes, that is ALL my hair) because I wanted to be like Dottie Rambo.  I came home and had to go door-to-door handing out Easter service flyers with my dad in windy weather.  But it held up, even after sleep. Wasn’t I just the picture of a little Pentecostal girl??   I was 10.

Easters meant new clothes and hats, usually.  It meant door-to-door flyers.  It meant waking up to Easter baskets filled with candy from the sweet mamala.  It was long days of church, morning and night, singing hymns that had impossible notes and big Easter dinners (usually ham, sometimes a big egg hunt at Aunt Rosie’s with a coconut cake in the shape of a bunny) and it meant being a Christian is worth celebrating.  Our traditions may seem silly, but it is our high, holy day.  He lives!

May it ever be so.

All the days planned for me

Heading south on I-25 this afternoon we saw an almost-terrible accident on the other side as a semi t-boned a small car coming off a ramp, trying to beat the truck.  Dirt and black smoke, the stench of brakes, the air suddenly thick with debris.  The trucker, who managed somehow to avoid an accident that might involve a number of cars and trucks, had had to work hard to avoid killing the driver of the car, who within seconds (and maybe before the accident) was on talking on his cell phone.

How anyone could have the presence of mind to be talking on the phone that quickly with the grid of a truck literally in his face, I am not sure.  But that driver got a reprieve.  That driver didn’t die.  Miraculously. There are more days for him.

Just getting back into Brighton a few hours later, emergency vehicles everywhere.  Traffic is backed up a mile or more.  We top the hill, going slowly around as the emergency staff directs us, into the wrong lane.

The sun is shining brightly.  The day is beyond gorgeous.  I spent the morning with my little Kelley kids, spring break.  We painted, read books, ate Dilly Bars and enjoyed the patio swing.  I spent the afternoon in nice meetings with great people.

A white sheet flutters in the gentle breeze over a lifeless body. The sun keeps shining.  The mangled motorcycle (I guess it is a motorcycle?) in the ditch just beyond.  No more days for him.

“Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be.

Remind me that my days are numbered—

how fleeting my life is.

You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand.

My entire lifetime is just a moment to you;

at best, each of us is but a breath.”

Psalm 39.4-5 NLT

Is it just me?…

…Or are all sermons, admonitions and rebukes against those who have been offended or are taking offense?  With nary a word to the offender?

Seems like if you’re going to sin anyway, being the offender would be more fun.

tongue-in-cheek…sort of

Giving all the ticket money away

When you throw a million dollar event but give away  A L L  the ticket money

for the poor, the hungry and thirsty

for the exploited (sex-traded) children of the world

for the orphan (and fatherless), for the widow (and the single-parents in our area),

and

when the Family of God gathers to worship and pray

to sing along, to cheer and worship

and

when you rent out hundreds of acres so Father can call His children together for a little reunion

when you have a day where almost a third of those gathering are people who don’t know Jesus yet, but some one in the fam brought them, prayed over them, is beliving God for their salvation and they got a free admission just so we could introduce them to Jesus…

when 2000 volunteers sweat and work for the glory

and Jesus is the headliner and you see all the races and all the denominations and every age represented and they just forget their dividing lines and join in one song for one God, and one reason

and when 40,000 people encounter the father heart of God and through the gift they GIVE when they walk through the front gate, nations are impacted and

wells are dug and the hungry are fed and

children are adopted

and the suicidal find hope and life and

lives are transformed

and the Name of Jesus is made glorious

Then the money spent was well worth it.  Every dollar, multiplied in its’ impact.  On real people.  Real lives.  Changed.

It is not about the concert.  It is not about the bands.  It is about the love of a Father, expressed to those He loves.  On earth as it is in heaven.

400 people giving $3000 over then next 10 months can make this happen.

I am just thinking out loud.  About giving away every dollar of admission/ticket money and how we can still do all this more, as family, anyway.

 

The Highest Praise

Overheard from an “official” intercessor:

“Then some one explained to me that the highest form of worship [to God], higher than music or anything else, really, is intercession.  And it was like – of course!” Followed by a hand gesture that said I-am-called-to-THE-most-important-thing + a way huge smile.

{Well, isn’t she just the greatest in the Kingdom}  Ping.

I hate that.  I hate that I cannot just hear stuff like that and be ok with it and go on my merry Christian way.  Or just think “She is where she is,” and not want to tell her how arrogant that seems.  But dang, I find our Western Christian culture of so wanting, just like the conniving-striving-jealousy-position-guarding disciples, to be in the most powerful, important “ministry” irritating.  And I know-I know, that is probably because of my own pride and sin and it-takes-one-to-know-one realization.  That really IS what aggravates me: it is my own crap glaring harshly in some one else that causes me to want to strangle…them!!!  Haha.

So, btw, don’t worry if you have ever aggravated me to your knowledge.  I am really just seeing my own unholy reflection.  It’s not you – it’s me.

I digress.

So, I knew when I heard Miss-intercessor triumphing in her role as highest-ever-worshiper and I felt ticked, that I shouldn’t leave it there, my attitude, I mean.  I shouldn’t categorically now dismiss all intercessors, even though I have known some doozies.  Because there are people called and they literally stand in the gap between God and man.  I have a couple of amazing (and very humble) intercessor friends who haul my junk out and make a case for me, plead for God’s mercy over my life.  When they are standing in the fray – they absolutely are giving God the highest praise, living their most glorious moment – because they are being all He created them to be.  And that pleasure, that glory that God receives when my friends pray, it is complete and it is full and it is true.

But that is not the whole of the glory.

For a rose, it is when it has opened fully, released every drop of its’ perfume and is reaching far and wide in total splendor that it reveals the very glory of God.

For the singer, it is a note {the one}  or a run echoing to heaven and back again.

For a woman giving birth, that moment when bebe passes, bloody and gasping, from the hiding place (where God has been knitting the child together) into air and bright light – is not that moment one of great triumph, the very glory of God revealed, somehow perhaps even symbolizing death passing to life?  Glorious!

For a father in these days, to deliver his daughter to her intended at the wedding altar, pure, whole and holy – it is a moment of glory to our God.

When I am with my grandbebes and I am hearing them and seeing them beyond what the physical senses can pick up, when I am present in their lives and making inroads into their hearts where I deposit a seed of the sweet song of salvation into their tiny hearts and minds because I know I will reap what I sow, oh believe me, it is glory.  It is why I was born.  When I am long gone, that kind of glory remains.

We still try to get points

It is amusing, though, isn’t it?  That even with our 7.4 Bibles per American person, though we have heard of those disciples jostling for position, though Paul writes extensively about the many parts of the one body and how each part must do its’ work so that then we’ll be healthy and growing and truly grow more and more to be like Christ – we are still trying to determine what role we have and how important we can make it seem.

The intercessors think they have the inside track, but if they’d talk to the prophets, they’d know better.  The youth pastor is cooler than the children’s pastor and the evangelist can’t figure out why everyone is wasting time at church and won’t get out into the highways and byways this minute!?  Pastors pretty much dread the charismatic “revivalist” who can come in and stir the pot but leaves before the mess is cleaned up.  There are performance-driven “worship leaders,” who haven’t been in the secret place since they got to be the “leader,” and exhorts who are mad that no one receives their gift.

Please don’t ask me how I know.

How is it possible that the same God who called me also called all of those…weird, prideful, title-seeking people?  What on earth? {you know I’m kidding, right?}

Maybe this, like Paul said:

Though I am the least deserving of all God’s people, he graciously gave me the privilege of telling the Gentiles about the endless treasures available to them in Christ. I was chosen to explain to everyone this mysterious plan that God, the Creator of all things, had kept secret from the beginning.

GOD’S PURPOSE IN ALL THIS WAS TO USE THE CHURCH TO DISPLAY HIS WISDOM in its rich variety to all the unseen rulers and authorities in the heavenly places. This was his eternal plan, which he carried out through Christ Jesus our Lord.”    Ephesians 3

It is all for His glory.  Your gift.  Mine.  The weird, prideful people.  He knows.  He knows that when those people and you and me become all He created us to be, when we are doing the things He planned for us before we were even one day old, when we are being who we are, an evangelist, a pastor or teacher or bread baker or car detailer – in  the moment we are who he says we are – we are at our most glorious and we are, in fact {and in richest variety}, giving Him the highest praise.

 

Humphrey

“Most women in this world pray and cry in their sleep for just one small part of what you’ve got, so that they can find what all women need – what you need, Maria.  A man you can look at in the daytime, a man you can love like a woman, and have children by, grow old with, share joys and sorrows, sex and failures.  You’ve got to make up your mind.”  Humphrey Bogart as Harry Dawes in “The Barefoot Contessa (1954) to Ava Gardner as Spanish sex symbol Maria Vargas

Happy Birthday #2, Amelie Belle!

You’re my little Belle-Baby. 

2 cute!

2 Sweet.

You can’t be beat.

2 kisses will do

2 say I LOVE you!

You are a super-tiny little booger, o-yes-you-are!  The weight of a feather, but fast as a train, smart as whip and o-so- funny, my little comedienne!  You love your mommy and copy your daddy and the singing is sweet.  The singing is loud.  The singing is intense.  I love to hear you sing.

Hey, remember when you were one??  LOOK!

And…

Here are some birthday Bible words for Y-O-U!

From Psalm 8:  Oh, Amelie Belle – the Lord, our LORD – how majestic is His name in all the earth!  He has even taught you, tiny little girl, to sing-sing-sing of His great strength and your song reaches the heavens and even silences God’s enemies and anyone who opposes His ways.  He has made you just a little lower than the angels and crowned you with glory and honor.  He has given you charge over everything He has made.

From Psalm 100.  So shout with joy to the Lord, Amelie Belle!  Worship Him with gladness and come before Him singing with joy.  Tell everybody you know that the Lord is God!  He made you, you belong to Him.  You are His little lamb!  So you can walk right into His gated meadowlands with a great big thankful heart!  And you can go into His palace rooms with songs of praise!  Thank Him everyday, sweet Amelie, and give Him praise because He is so good to you.  He will love you beyond the end of time as we know it.  That love will never fail.  Not ever. and He will still be doing all this good stuff even for your children and theirs.  Sing, little girl, sing!

SURE do love you, Amelie Belle!  xxoo {nonna}