With your charmed life and expensive wardrobe and life-filled-lunching-and-shopping and your maid-cleaned house and your affluent friends and professional manicures and your dermatologist-cared-for skin (and maybe even surgery-enhanced parts?) and your tan from leisurely days around your Olympic-sized pool and your million-dollar house and your crumb-free kitchen and your garage full of luxury cars. You’ve got your grand staircase and personal trainer. You enjoy your unlimited travel and everyone’s attentive fascination. You have successfully completed every Beth Moore Bible Study there is and I have yet to even complete one.
I can’t compete. I have neither the stamina nor the funds, the energy nor the ability to keep up with you. Yet you are fixed in my path. Vexation. What on earth do I have that you could possibly want?
Some days you just feel like poo-poo. And then some one catches you in that condition…J
NOTE TO SELF: This is a very prideful, judgemental, self-serving rant.
The characters in this blog are ficticious. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental.
Feeling like I’m there a lot more than I care to be at times, more lately for some reason. I’m guessing that is part of the reason the Lord has me delving into a study on Daniel at the moment. I see more and more that we are living in our own Babylon….oh I want to resist those temptations! Thanks for sharing, it just spoke to me today.
I am glad, Denise. I almost deleted it because it was so ugly and revealing, but it was also a part of strong emotion. Sometimes we have to tell the truth especially on ourselves so the crap doesn’t start to own us. I am so blessed, yet can feel so defeated and worthless-an enemy tactic, for sure! It is a ridiculous waste of time. And effort.